Before, im Scared to be Broken
But still it happend ..

Someone didn't take Our Relationship Seriously as i thought .

Before, im Scared to Love Again
But Once More ..

Someone Came into My Life and Love again .

Before, im Scared to Show my Love
But still ..

Every Single Day when we're Together i didn't Noticed, i began to Show My Love for Him .

Before, im Scared on How to Express My Love for Him But Still ..

Little By Little, i Learn how to express it .

And Now ..
After all the Sacrifices,
After a Long Period of Time ..

i Finally Found the Man i'm Looking For :)

Thank You !
For Giving Colors to My Life,
My Light in The Dark,
& the Love of My Life :)

--esteph :)

From the very beginning, girl’s family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

 Due to family’s pressure, the couple quarreled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him:

“How deep is your love for me?”

As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset.

With that & the family’s pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to girl:

“I’m not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I’ll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?”

The girl agreed, & with the guy’s determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies.

They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh.

 she had lost her voice ..
The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents’ comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry .. it’s still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang.

She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phone calls ..

all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

 With a new environment, the girl learns sign language &started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he’s back.

She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn’t anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy’s wedding.

The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what’s going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language to tell her:

“I’ve spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I’ve not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You.”

With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Treat every relationship as if it’s the last one, then you’ll know how to Give. Treat every moment as is it’s the last day, then you’ll know how to treasure. Treasure what you have right now, or else you will regret one day .

--esteph :]

10th Grade:

As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called 'best friend'.
I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.

But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too  shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade:

 The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone,So I did.

As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.

After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too  shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year:

One fine day she walked to my locker.
 "My date is sick" she said, "hes not gonna go"


well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. That night, after everything was over,

I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too  shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation:

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day.

I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too  shy, and I don't know why.

Marriage:

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. and drive off to  her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it.

But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came !'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too  shy, and I don't know why.

Death:

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.

This is what it read:

'I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me !

'I wish I did too...' I thought to my self, 
and I cried.

*** END ***

--esteph :]

Once, there was a girl who'se name is Rowena. She is a Shy type person.

One day, her teacher asked them to make dream board.

Well actually she's not interested to do it but just to say she has a work, she made a dream board that was been passed to her teacher.

In her dream board she draw a dress, a teacher and a wedding gown.

*****
[THE DRESS :)]

Rowena's family is in the middle class. Since Rowena has many siblings and she's the 3rd in the older once, Being the 3rd, She Couldn't have a new dress of her own She Should depend on her older sisters especially in things like dress, shorts, pants, under ware, etc.

Graduation Day will now pass by everybody knows how important for a student to be able to Graduate.

In her time graduation day is like a dream for students, so every students wants to ware different kinds of formal dress and wants to look gorgeous on that day.

1 day left before Graduation day, her father gave her a plastic bag at 1st she was not interested to know whats on it, but when she opened the plastic bag...

she couldn't believe on what she saw a newly formal dress that can be use for her Graduation day !

She Couldn't believe that... what she have drawn into her dream board, will come true unexpectedly.

She hurriedly get a pen and put a check w/ a date when does she received the unexpected thing.

*****
[THE TEACHER :)]

When Rowena was still young she dreamed of becoming a teacher but she thinks she wouldn't be able to be a teacher because she's a shy type person.

Well Rowena Graduated carrying the course being a "PSYCHOLOGIST" she tries to work 1st in an office, She Check up people Like, base on what they feel. there breath, spirit, soul, mind, etc.

then because of her desire to be a teacher She apply to work in the school because her course is Psychologist the only available subject for her is VALUES EDUCATION

... ANOTHER DREAM COME TRUE ...

-- till now she still teach students and I'm one of her student :P

*****
[THE WEDDiNG GOWN :)]


Rowena has a childhood friend, since they where young she has a crush on her childhood friend. But her childhood friend left and since the day her friend left they haven't have communications w/ each other

But..

Years passed, Rowena is now a grown up women has a job and she's now independent. One day there is an incident that she didn't expect to happen

her friends ask her if she wants to play table tennis w/ them well she agreed to go w/ her friends to play table tennis.

On the court he notice a coach and remembered her childhood friend, then the she noticed it was really her childhood friend so they start to be friends again and bond w/ each other.

until the day that..

They became lovers and because of one kiss.. it all end up to a marriage proposal :]

.. ANOTHER DREAM COME TRUE ..

*** END ***


"YOUR DREAM MAY COME TRUE IF PUT IT W/ PRAY & ACT"

-- esteph :]